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My experience with 30 years. (I'm new)
« on: October 29, 2021, 04:23:37 AM »
I am 30 years old and I live in Argentina. :)
I am dedicated to audiovisuals. 8)
I have been following this page for 1 year when I discovered that my illness had a name and it gave me great relief. ;D
I am encouraged to write now about my recent love breakup.
After the 23 years he decided not to be with anyone. Now that I was feeling better, I decided to give a chance to a woman who would apparently put up with my problems since she comes from a long-suffering past.
Unfortunately I realized that for my negativity, depression, brain fog, low self-esteem and anxiety made everything go to hell. :'(


I am consuming vitamin c, magnesium and potassium that my "girl" gave me.
It helps but the problems don't go away much.
Only clonazepham and marijuana help in the moment but then it alters everything worse. :-[


I have learned to survive with this problem but I cannot study or retain too much. You know the POIS problems, no need to enumerate.

I can say that the problem is not in the semen o similar . It is useless to look for the problem there.
I have managed to ejaculate without feeling orgasm.
I've become like a ninja at this. 8)
The problem is in the brain, when orgasm tickles with pleasure.
most likely the vagus nerve.


Having POIS causes anxiety even without having an orgasm and  adulterated personality
mainly.
I can't enjoy the basics life.
You must have a very active life in different things and a very controlled and happy environment so that you can live without problems.
But we know that few have this privilege. :-\
And our limited capacity makes us unable to achieve goals.

My ex-girlfriend said that I was a xxxxxxx [no profanity please] idiot, I can't stand it anymore, even knowing about my illness.
At first she fell in love with me until we started having sex often.
When I don't have POIS I am someone powerful, exemplary, people want to be with me, I always have talks, I feel good and I can control any situation.
I feel like I can fight a lion.
But with Pois I feel weaker than an old man and that an 8-year-old child can bully me.
But as for the latter ... I have perfected myself mentally to put myself on autopilot and know how to defend myself against grievances.

I will have to go on alone.
I'll try the niacin.
cheers.
« Last Edit: October 30, 2021, 07:02:06 PM by demografx »

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Re: My experience with 30 years. (I'm new)
« Reply #1 on: October 30, 2021, 04:22:14 PM »
Welcome to the forum, Cobra Sad,
I hope that niacin will bring you some relief.  Many members benefit from it. 

Check also the other methods found by members, at https://poiscenter.com/forums/index.php?topic=2338.msg19448#msg19448 .
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Re: My experience with 30 years. (I'm new)
« Reply #2 on: October 31, 2021, 11:29:23 AM »
Welcome Cobra, yes it is difficult coping with this illness. I totally relate to you about being limited to so many things, it drives me crazy.  I know the hardest part of any recovery journey is the patience. We will get there!