I had a verry desparate weekend, today I got up almost as before i took Progesteron, I even had energy til 15 hours. Fell in sleep in the chair til 22hours, and now a friend did ring at the door, we talk about the shock of my negative experience, in wich I was again so sick as before my desensibilisation. You can imagine, my dissapointment and my fear to have done something harmfull with my progress til now. I just celebrated, joined you here, by taking some yoghurt with cinnamon. e mediately I got a running nose. So even on the cinnamon ( I take every week)I react allergic too now after that progesteron adventure! my body is itching still. But in a few days the progesteron wil be fade away I suppose.
But....every bad thing has it good side. Maybe its for future pois research of importance that this reaction happened*. Despite of the fact it helped others. For some it did help, for some not......most important is we all get the insight in the balance of this reaction. Does it harm most of us or just some! The fact my pois got so extreme negative instead that the progesteron did just not help at all. (or even WOULD have helped) is golden info for future research. so its important to report here. Please everybody.....keep informing the forum, about pro and contra's, so later on statistics can derived from the experiences. Its absolutely not good and even harmfull if pro and contras get to much spread out in divers forums/categories. I must admit I did oversee a warning of someone that would have made me even delayed taking it. But better share the bad trip as to keep it still ( my doctor did know of my progesteron wish, but insisted to postpone it till later) ...later later...a senior pois man does not want that word to exist enymore!....Or he better not exist longer to meet the 'later'...so ?....I do not aspect he will be angry. I will let you know.
Although, I was extremely bitter this weekend because progesteron was not my Salvator,...and Oops... have later to confess my 'thing' to Waldinger c.s. I take the positive out of it.
I was not satisfied enymore with the result made already in the desensibilisation tour....But I never realised last years, how bad my pois was before I started the cure. The bad progesteron trip (brand: PRIMOLUT N) brought me in the old state of 7 hours sleep by day (14-20 hours) back this weekend. I know now how bad it CAN get. Started 2 hours progesterone 5 mg before sex. 50 minutes after sex I got a runnung nose and itchy fingers in right hand, the nose I had only before in the first half (20 mOnths) of the desentization cure, what was Already alarming. I took a tablet again [as described on the forum)hoped thebest but got verry warm. later i was so irritated i could not were underwere anymore . i could not tolelate my own weight on the mattress enymore. got agressif with my legs, had a strange mixture of pain and itch (neither exactly but a stange sensation in my legs (inner side nees which forced me to dance or trample my legs in bed to get rid of the torturing mix of itch and ?? (cannt explain in language) got skin bun like herpes prodromes, my urine smelled like zoo animals. and a not resisable sleep. Ofcourse i got sucicidal thougts becouse I never expected this. This was my last hope, to get 100% cure (70 % desens and the rest with progesteron? ) Did not Dexters patient !! Why not me. Well, give someone me the e mail of this doktor ;>) He should read this too.....would this down reaction disappear when I would continued? Better not without monitoring in a hospital so objective eyes would watch the effect and mayby blood samples are taken.
Having shared this.I make a new start now with you all as company. Thanks for your tips to linger on. Tell you later more about the interesting desensitisation tour.
And more about my pois managment. Yes ....its true we all manage the firm POIS. How more we work together how sooner the firm itself can retire.
