It's my first day here. I'm not a native speaker plus I'm a POISER, so my writing is gonna be a mess. But anyway, I'm 21 and I think I've been a hardcore POISER since I had my first climax 7 years ago. I don't suffer from any pain. I only suffer from two symptomes; I can't think straight , and I don't seem to digest food efficiently, cuz I don't have any energy and I'm as thin as a stick. I look sickly almost like a zombie, and I made sure I don't have any kind of parasites. So it's definetly POIS.
Here's a thought that drives me crazy..What if I quit masterbating long enough to overcome POIS which I had achieved four times over the past seven years. And then I ejaculate during a wet dream which is likely to happen when I'm not masterbating. I mean all it takes is one ejaculation to wreck my body and mind down to the ground. That would be the worst thing! That's why I haven't quitted masterbating yet. Cuz I think that refraining from masterbating is but a temporary solution and it's not worth the trouble. So I'd rather live like a zombie than to live a couple of normal weeks once a year and then getting dragged back to the same hole over and over again.
