Title. I'm about to collapse, Idk what to do, this illness has become my prison.
I'm 24 yo guy, from Argentina (south america), and I've been suffering POIS and chronic fatigue since 12 years old, been having this feverish sick state,and tiredness since then, but recently it became worse than ever, I can't perform my normal life, my body is hiper-reactive to everything, not only after having a release or nocturnal emission, I do not masturbate ( I do nofap) that I feel destroyed, but also for example after a bowel movement, I get :
-flu like symptoms instantly
-fever
- body pain
-tremors
-sweating
-severe brain fog
- my voice changes it becomes raspy and dry
- I feel dehydrated like dry inside, my joints feel dry
-I feel like there's air in my head as well as a pressure
- I feel heavily disoriented, lost, no balance or equilibrium
-muscle pain stiffness, in my back specially
-pain when breathing in my lower back
- teary eyes...
It's basically the same as when I relapse my nofap streak, or have a nocturnal emission, it's the same feel of POIS, also getting too much sun triggers my pois symptoms...Idk what's going on with my body, living has became too painful for me, seriously I can't perform things, I can't follow my weekly schelude, I can't live properly, I can't even do what I love which is drawing,cause I'm feeling too much pain and I'm too tired.
Obviously, I'm begging help here, after I've tried getting help from doctors, but all I got, was getting told that "It's all psychological bro" "you're just too stressed" "you're too nervous" "take luvoxamine and youll be fine" "take clonazepam"
and such things, I've been from your average joe clinic doctors to hematologists, to endocrynologists, to dermatologists to psyquiatrists and the list goes on, I've probably visited 50 doctors in these last 6 months... and they all to some point agreed it's phsycological...I think they're wrong, It's this damned hiperreactive organism that make my life so miserable, what makes me sad, not the other way around... the doctors always try to make my problem fit their solutions...it should be the other way around as well, they should adapt to my problem, and investigate more...
and when It comes to supplement a week ago I bought a taurine pills bottle from "Life extension" brand but cancelled the purchase afterwards, cause it seemed too "chemical " to me, I've heard here that taurine is good to relieve the pain... the only medicine I'm taking rn is raw garlic on mornings, it kind of helps a little bit, sometimes, but I need something more... a hematologist suggested me to take folic acid 5mg a day but it doesn't do more, I still have the body pain...guys I don't wish this to no one of you, it's hell it's literally waking up with this feel like ten thousand bruises in your flesh...the pain is surreal, yet no one understands me...
all in all thanks for reading, sorry for my english, not my main language.