Humanity is trash in general... and how much you suffer is also related to how dumb people around you are and how intense your pois is.
Tesla had clean energy yet goverments, banks and people do everything to stay addicted on oil, gmo food, vaccines and trash in general. We have to accept half million of african immigrants every year and if you say anything about it you are racist lol.
People in general do not care about other countries getting bombed and believe everything the controlled media hands out to them not because they are dumb...they simply don't care muhhhhh comfort...al they want is work, fuck , eat and get drugged up.
If you have pois you are competely isolated and incapacitated..the you start seeing things for what they are and realize humanity at the current moment is utter trash...with pois you grow more brains and spiritually and start realizing how bad things are in multiple perspectives.
Because when you have POIS gou get absolutely hammered by society..people ridicule you for it including alot of health professionals, and most people simply don't care. If you are healthy and a slave to the system its all fine and dandy but if you cant be a slave like them they even attack you for it.
If you have any auto immune disease alot of people you are friends with will drop you like a brick.. and the ones that stay true will have a hard time in general dealing with your depression and brain fog, its pretty hard dealing with any disease for most people including the person self.
Look there is not much to be happy about..you are completely unwanted by society (not all people) and culture brainwashes people to see sick people as lazy etc. There are many political issues going on making healthcare virutally ineffective and almost impossible. For example all these refugees moving into my neightbourhood who do absolutely nothing for humanity, turning it in little africa or somalia causing much more isolation and making health care more expensive, these are also additional issues you have to cope with.
Because you are surrounded by idiots...dumb politicans , , retarded acedemics bat shit crazy bankers and ignorant people who actually like being ignorant. Media is also shit they can spend talking hundreds of hours on talkshows about transgender stuff , multicultural bullshit and gay rights but they don't talk one second about pois or diseases in general.
Ive been alone for 10 years...i mean completely alone since the end of my 24th year.
Maybe sound harsh but the way i see it human race deserves to be wiped out..if i were an alien i wouldn't even attempt to make contact with earth...i believe earth is a prison , a dumping ground for souls just like britain used australia as dumping ground for criminals