I notticed that if I have O durring POIS,my symtoms beocome much differente.
For example after some abstinence of I have O 1st day I would develop strong fatigue,brain fog,cognitive functions,general weak feeling and headache.Like unable to think ,with lot of suffer feeling,strong headache,very anxious and whole day in bed.
Even with some relief methods I am curently exploring)
I notticed I have another O ,my symtoms would turn more emotional,most of the symptoms above would be less severe.
So mind is more clear,I am more energinized,less headache,more very borring then suffering feel,almost none cognitive symptoms.
Because I am simply unable to feel anything,If I eat for eample I can't feel any satisfaction,so despite being way more functionalI can't feel pleasure,guilt,morality or anything.I can't laugh or anything.But no common POIS fear from everything also I am not anxious I just can't enjoy. So it might be dangerous do go outside like that.Also more O durring POIS ,less feeling I have,but brain fog and fatigue comes back.So one O after O leads me to symptomes described above. On the other hand I am thinking if I only could find something that can help me to connect with emotions,that might be some sort of relief method for me maybe.
I am not sure how to feel about this,I chose to post here bacause I though that gives me some relief ,but it seems to be severe and scary on it's own way,so maybe this was wrong place to post.
Anyone with similar expiriences?
Anyone else notticed link between ability to feel and P.O.I.S?
Could that lead to source of my POIS?