Interesting Vandemolen . I noticed that the best season I made in the last few years was in the time I was doing TRT . In that I think I also had POIS but in slighter way which allowed me to make a lot of friends . Then I stopped TRT and POIS came like an "avalanche" . It's good to know that you were a good player and had the same dream as I ( Eredivisie is fantastic btw ) . It's unbelievable how players who are lots of degrees below me ( out of POIS) can overcome me when in POIS-mode . In some way I'm a lucky guy because my dad supports me a lot and helps me with this terrible disease . Also I have to notice you ( POIS community ) that I found a doctor who "atenciously" listened to me and believed in me .