I had a Zen Week

[Suppertime]

I didn't masturbate for 2-3 weeks, mostly because I didn't have any intense sexual urges. Because of that, I felt more confident. I didn't feel any fog whatsoever, I could communicate and socialize like an Alpha, saying jokes and not caring how people reacted. It had a very zen moment. This lasted for about a week and half. the most I've had in a long time. It usually lasts for a day and that's it. I even felt smarter! I could analyze things and quickly assess the situation.

But for no reason, I go back to the horny, drowsy me I am usually am, even without masturbation.

Now I am horny, and probably going to masturbate myself to sleep... and don't feel like socializing. I have a big bday party tomorrow too (not my own), it's going to be bad.

 

[Daveman]

I didn't masturbate for 2-3 weeks, mostly because I didn't have any intense sexual urges. Because of that, I felt more confident. I didn't feel any fog whatsoever, I could communicate and socialize like an Alpha, saying jokes and not caring how people reacted. It had a very zen moment. This lasted for about a week and half. the most I've had in a long time. It usually lasts for a day and that's it. I even felt smarter! I could analyze things and quickly assess the situation.

But for no reason, I go back to the horny, drowsy me I am usually am, even without masturbation.

Now I am horny, and probably going to masturbate myself to sleep... and don't feel like socializing. I have a big bday party tomorrow too (not my own), it's going to be bad.

 

That's our story Suppertime.... sigh.... our lot!

Just remember that "the Zen Week" exists, even in the midst of the fog. May maintain some hope at least.

Come on guys. if just 9 of us could muster up a thousand, or 18 $500, we'd be on the other side and ready for the research by March!!

We'd be on the way to the "Zen Life"

[Suppertime]

Wow, I haven't been this depressed in a long time. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I just want to get over this stupid thing and be done with it.... I want to be back to my normal self.

Sigh.

I would totally donate if I had money.

[demografx]

Thanks for your solid support of donating, even though you can't, Suppertime.