Hi sunshine,
I'm sorry to hear you're dealing with hypersexuality and POIS at the same time. I deal with something similar. It's frustrating to think that our bodies are so determined to engage in a behavior which is self destructive due to the terms of our condition.
I'm not really sure how to properly describe it, but POIS seems to cause many strange mood disorders in my case. While recovering from POIS, my mood seems to get stuck in certain states. For instance, if someone tells a funny joke and makes me laugh, I'll be stuck laughing for hours at a time (this can be extremely embarrassing because it appears as though I'm acting crazy). Conversely, if I go out in public and do something to embarrass myself, the fear and anxiety I get from that experience will seep into everything I do for hours afterwards. My mood in-general also appears to change on its own throughout the day for no apparent reason, even if unprovoked by any outside stimuli. I could spend my entire day working at home, and for a few hours I feel extremely confident and motivated followed by a few hours where I feel as though I might cry if I talk to anyone. I used to think some of the aforementioned mood symptoms were some result of a prescription medicine I was taking or from caffeine, but after doing tests completely sober for months on-end, I can conclude that all of the symptoms entirely stem from POIS.
The cycle of your symptoms sounds unusual compared to what others have reported. How do your mood and POIS symptoms intersect after the first few days post-O? Are the symptoms you described your only psychological symptoms with POIS or are they on top of others?
Thank you for your message and for sharing.
I sincerely hope that you will also find a way to get better, the hardest thing about POIS is that it's super difficult to talk about it to those around you like a normally sick person.
Your case is a bit similar to mine in that I also get stuck on certain emotions during mood ups and downs.
To come back to hypersexuality, it's very hard on a daily life, what would be the worst thing for a student with an important oral? Having a POIS on the big day. That's the kind of problem I'm facing and I can't control myself, or only with great difficulty.
On top of all the problems I have insomnia between the first and second day, I also have a lot of guilt.
There's a fine line between a form of bipolar disorder and having POIS, but the difficulty in knowing is that I no longer have the physical symptoms of POIS after 3 days, whereas my mood swings can last up to a week.
That's what makes me think I'd have both, the POIS and the bipolar (in addition to the hypersexuality found in bipolars).
I don't know if it has anything to do with it, but I'm hypersensitive (my emotions are multiplied).
Don't hesitate to send me a private message to discuss, and if you know of a way to break the infernal cycle, don't hesitate to share your experience in private or on this post.
Thanks.