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I *probably* figure out what's going on me...
« on: February 13, 2025, 04:53:13 PM »
Just now, I seem to know what's wrong with me now. In short, I ejaculated, but I no longer have POIS, which I have never experienced before.

In order to help everyone better understand my symptom cluster, as a material provided to researchers, I will write in detail about my experience since junior high school. Because my English is relatively average, I am forced to use machine translation. If you have any questions about any details, please feel free to ask me!

The reason why I want to provide a detailed introduction to all of my symptoms is twofold. Firstly, it serves as an example to make it more comprehensive. Secondly, I believe that some things lead to other things, and the result of these combined effects is manifested as POIS. Therefore, I think I must clarify each of them.

Primary School Period: I have had allergic rhinitis since I was young. I am only allergic to mites, and the results I obtained in the hospital twice in primary and high school were the same. In real life, I am not allergic to anything else. Due to my allergy to mites, I must ensure that my room is clean. My body can detect the dust in my room, and if there is too much dust, I will feel uncomfortable. Specifically, my nose will be blocked. It's not just that I can't breathe oxygen, my brain also enters a "low-power" mode for some unknown reason, becoming insensitive. This feeling is like a LLM being forced to switch from a 16K context to a 1K context--I truly feel that there are fewer things in my mind that can fit at the same time**. During this period of rhinitis, my attention has decreased and I have become less likely to remember new knowledge. I know it may be hard for ordinary people to imagine, but I think the symptoms I am showing are very similar to what you call 'brain fog'. Our experiences are similar, that's why we gather at POISCENTER.

It is worth noting that the only condition related to POIS in primary school is allergic rhinitis. Besides that, I can't recall any other large-scale long-term illnesses, so I'll assume they don't exist for now.





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Re: I *probably* figure out what's going on me...
« Reply #1 on: February 13, 2025, 05:20:10 PM »
Junior high school is a major turning point. After entering adolescence, I never got rid of POIS again.

My allergic rhinitis was more severe in the lower grades of elementary school, and it gradually became milder with age. When I was in my first year of junior high school, my allergic rhinitis reached its most mild level in history. Since I have no other illnesses, my first year of junior high school was the healthiest year I have had in recent years.

junior middle school period(Entering puberty from the first year of junior high school): I learned about the existence of masturbation from a borderline article on a Q&A platform in China. (I know that for someone who doesn't live in my country, this matter is very confusing. Let me briefly explain:
1. In traditional Chinese beliefs, parents should not discuss sexual knowledge with their children too early. (In fact, by the time parents want to tell their children, their children have already learned from the Internet)
2. Pornography, gambling, and drugs are illegal in our country. There is a firewall that restricts our ability to access mainstream foreign social media for all netizens. That's why there are 1.4 billion people in China, but you don't see the overwhelming number of Chinese on Twitter. So, ordinary netizens cannot access western pornographic websites. Opening pornographic websites within China is strongly illegal. In China, explicit dissemination of pornographic media is prohibited, and discussions about sex on social media are not allowed (because if allowed, it is equivalent to default to writing pornographic articles).
3. Ordinary people are not without sexual desire, so a large number of "borderline" bloggers have emerged, using the reason of uploading selfies to upload videos that fall in the gray area between pornography and non pornography. (By the way, I have never watched these videos before. On the one hand, it's because I am a good child, and on the other hand, watching these videos as a POIS patient actually makes me very uncomfortable.)
4. If you want to learn about sex, there are not enough entries on Wikipedia in China (BaiduBaike). It's even difficult to find a complete high-definition photo of male and female genitalia. Only some borderline articles introduce distorted sexual knowledge as a weakened version of pornographic articles to gain views rather than spreading true knowledge.
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Now you know. A teenager, flushed, browsed through these borderline articles and obtained incorrect knowledge. A blushing teenager browsed through these borderline articles and gained incorrect knowledge, partly due to his vague understanding of his body as he entered puberty, and partly (importantly) curious about taboo content.

It is worth mentioning that since I am a Sakuga Buta, I have read some Japanese R18 manga. Due to the validity of phenomenology on the human reproductive system and the fact that I have never watched pornographic films, I am still unclear about the three-dimensional structure of the female reproductive system. (laugh)

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Re: I *probably* figure out what's going on me...
« Reply #2 on: February 13, 2025, 05:22:39 PM »
Due to my poor English, there may be many expressions that are difficult to understand. If you are willing, please feel free to point them out!

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Re: I *probably* figure out what's going on me...
« Reply #3 on: February 13, 2025, 05:50:36 PM »
junior middle school period(entering puberty during the latter half of my first year in junior high school.): I roughly understood what masturbation is through articles on the internet. Due to online articles being too brief and vague, and not even providing specific instructions on how to masturbate, I still have no understanding of the normal ways of masturbation for people. Meanwhile, in recent years, masturbation has been the only way to achieve orgasm, and I have not watched pornographic films. Therefore, I do not have sexual desire for ordinary R18 illustrations. The sex in R18 Japanese OVA is completely different from my long-standing masturbation, to the point where I am unable to achieve an erection. My viewpoint is that the specific shape of human beings is not a priori knowledge, and can only be understood through postnatal learning. For me, orgasm only corresponds to masturbation, which is a behavior of releasing a large amount of neurotransmitters and producing hallucinations, and has no connection with human mating. When I masturbate, I don’t think about naked humans or engage in human mating movements. I also don’t have sexual fantasies or erotic dreams about human intercourse.

back to the topic. I should perhaps mention the education model in China: Six years of primary school, three years of junior high school, and three years of high school. For clarity, you can understand it as follows:
    First year of junior high school -> 12 years old
Second year of junior high school -> 13 years old
   Third year of junior high school -> 14 years old
              First year of high school -> 15 years old
          Second year of high school -> 16 years old

Now I'm 16 years old.

junior middle school period(entering puberty during the latter half of my first year in junior high school.): After I started masturbating, many things changed. The first thing I noticed was that I get **very tired** after masturbating. At first, I naively believed that everyone was like this. However, it is not the case. In the first one or two months (maybe, I can't remember), I would masturbate while taking a shower (and therefore look forward to taking a shower), several times a week (dropping to once a week in the second and third year of junior high school).
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« Last Edit: February 15, 2025, 12:37:23 AM by demografx »
10 years of significant POIS-reduction, treatment consisting of weekly (52 weeks/year) testosterone self-injections.

TRT must be checked out carefully with your doctor due to fertility, cardiac and other risks.

40+ years of severe 4-days-POIS, married, raised a family, started/ran a business.