Hello colleagues, first of all I apologize since I do not speak English and I write this using the google translator. I am a man of 50 years, Venezuelan, I have read some posts using the Chrome translator. Trying to find a solution to this problem that overwhelms me, exhausts me and makes me desperate every day. I am going to tell a little about my situation.
I was 13 years old, medicated with clonazepam, I had the peculiarity that for many years when having sex or masturbating, I had ejaculations but no orgasm, that is, I felt nothing or almost nothing. That already happened to me even years before taking clonazepam, that is to say about 24 years ago, I don't know for a strange reason, I only sometimes felt a slight orgasm. Now, last year in May for financial reasons I had to suspend Clonazepam, which caused me a withdrawal syndrome and therefore generalized anxiety, so I spent the months feeling very bad, I was a smoker of about 5 or 6 cigarettes a day. I no longer had a wife, so I did not have sexual relations, but from time to time I masturbated but I honestly do not remember having symptoms, other than the normal ones of anxiety, in December of last year I began to have difficulty walking. To the point that I spent 4 days without getting out of bed, one day I was able to walk and went to a doctor, who referred me to another, the next day I again lost the strength of my legs and had to spend 3 or 4 days in bed, There were several episodes during December and January, I emphasize that I had stopped smoking on October 24, 2019. I called doctors and they told me that this could be mental or psychological. I also emphasize that I am a person of limited economic resources, which is why it is impossible for me to go to private doctors and take examinations, hospital care in my country is practically non-existent. This is how the months went by this year also with weakness in my legs, sometimes I had better days, that's when I began to realize two things, first, that when I masturbated again I began to have orgasms and second that every time I ejaculated well I was beginning to feel bad, the main symptom was cramps and weakness in my legs. I came to think that maybe when I ejaculated I lost electrolytes, because once I read about that, but I continue to investigate and a few months ago I read about POIS, that explains why sometimes they gave me sneezes for no reason, I also feel pain and discomfort my intestines and stomach, fever not very strong, I feel only like a very mild internal fever, pain in the groin area and legs, but it is terribly exasperating, and now I have a problem, that for some strange reason I have erections spontaneous and I feel excited and I have to masturbate, about a month and a half ago I was still 49 there was little left to turn 50 I came to masturbate 9 times in 2 days, I could only do that when I was young and even then I did not. The truth friends is that I am desperate, now I masturbate every day once or twice and I get worse, in addition to being convinced that I suffer from some serious illness, unless all my symptoms include nausea, dizziness, sore throats , cardiac arrhythmia, pain in the legs and other parts are caused by the POIS, and with the uncertainty since I can not afford doctors, tests and treatments, One day I read that garlic was favorable, I started to eat garlic and I felt worse with gastritis. I have come to think of committing suicide out of despair.
Thanks to those who had the patience to read and understand me. Any advice or if you know of any recent treatment, I appreciate it. A hug
