I didn't got it through an illegal source tho. I've been diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago, well there were some behaviours I didn't notice myself. Like my Friend told me I'm always moving, never standing still. Even in the university lectures. That was something that actually surprised me, I usually pay attention to the prof and lecture and try not to disturb anyone. I got curious and checked online and apparently it was ADHD. Was really funny... it was like I was reading my life when I looked up the symptoms.
Luckily Ritalin gave me a huge boost, that much, that I didnt notice the Symptoms of my POIS anymore. Maybe I should've mentioned that.
I could think clearly, I did not even have physical symptoms anymore. And I double checked that, had lots of O's and no symptoms.
Attending uni, working besides it and many other responsibilities put me on a lot of stress. I don't know if the weather is also responsible. At this time of the year I always feel a bit down as far as I remember. But I was really, really down and strangely depressed for no apparent reason?!?! It was really hard to tell, whether it was because of the stress, the weather or maybe because of POIS.
That was before I took Ritalin. Ritalin helped a lot, which vanished when I got a lot of stress again. Ritalin and stress put me in a situation where I had real trouble to get to sleep.
And because of the depression and sleeping difficulties, I asked whether it is ok if I get Doxepin described. He told me to start with 25mg.
Maybe I can continue tomorrow, but I have currently a lot of exams going on. Will see.
