Cauliflower just fresh from the shelve. It feels very good. I only eat fresh meat, so there should be no gluten in it.
I ate a good portion of sweet potatoes with carrots today. My bloodsugar spiked to 170 mg/dl which is pretty close to diabetic. This is another issue iam currently discovering. My blood sugar seems to rise pretty high as soon as i eat carbs or sugar. The fast rise and fast fall causes fatique. It is called reactive hypoclycemia and i might have it.
However, despite the high blood sugar, my fatique was not severe. I will limit the amount of potatoes and leave out carrots next time and see how iam going.
Phew, my current situation is difficult right now. I quit my job to have time to focus on my problems. With a full 9-10 hour workday, a disciplined diet approach was so hard for me. Due to heavy workload and lack of time for meal preparation, i skipped meals or relied on grain/carbs. Both are ruining my diet experiments.
However, its mentally difficult to challenge my problems directly. Its the uncertainty of not knowing if i will ever be better that troubles me. I had success in the past, but not a 100% cure yet and i hate to think about to be disabled for all my life (and without a proper diagnosis). This thought still feels weird and unreal (iam 28 years old).
But, on the other hand, i adopted a life philosphy (stoicism) because of my problems. I dived deeply into buddhism and learned some useful techniques. I managed to life celibate, which was unthinkable a few years ago (due to a strong sex drive). I actually manage problems in real life real well, because none of them are even remotely that hard as my inner health problems.
All in all, i feel like i made a lot of mental progress. I used to suffer from depression in my teenage years because of 'teenage problems'. Lol. Nowadays i know how a real depression with barely any hope does feel like (and i managed to survived it).
So yeah, that is it. But back to diet
@Going less Crazy: do you have had your blood sugar levels checked? especially after 8 hours not eating (in the morning) and then eating some sugars (your beloved reeses for example). If you are like me, then your blood sugar should rise pretty high from that. It may happen with or without noticable fatique.
Iam asking because your diet plan has cut out most sugary things too. So sugar in general could be a problem.
I will try a glucose drink tomorrow and monitor my blood sugar levels after it. It should indicate wheter iam diabetic/reactive hypoglycemic or normal.
Another point is, that iam always struggling to eat enough stuff with my current diet. As a result iam now underweight (used to be above physical average due to bodybuilding). It sucks. I wish i could add diary, because then i would just eat 40% curd and be done with it. I would like to gain weight, but it is so difficult without knowing for sure what i can eat.
I can talk about my fatique situation with my relatives and friends. But in the end, they dont get it. Because i look ok and dont behave weird in any way. It is only me that knows how heavily clouded my brain is. However, when it comes to POIS, i can not talk about it because i does embarass me. People around me wonder, why i dont have a girlfriend and in the past, i even had to reject offers because of good old POIS. I just cant think of being in a relation with a woman when i have POIS. no way. even my fatique problems somewhat rule out the possibility of a relationship.
Well, it is not as big of a problem as it was a couple of years ago, mainly because i adopted stoic and buddhism based philosophies which are questioning the purpose of romantic relationships.
Long story short: I will further work on diet stuff. Iam convinced that diet is the key to an 'ok' life. I may not lead to 100% cure, but we wont know for sure until we tried