I am not sure if all my problems are POIS related.

[nofapper0]

Hello,

I have a learning disorder which enables me to think deeper than the outside of an apple.
Social situations are difficult because I lack the abilty to follow conversations/jokes etc.

POIS really shuts me completely down, when I was 15 I started ejaculating and I went completely to shit.
The cognitive aspect is what inhibits me the most, I can forget about sitting at the table with family and be a human being.

What I notice is that when I abstain, my intelligence keepes increasing the more days I do. Like I am better functioning cognitively at 25 days then at 15 days.
Does this mean that my pois last longer than 7 days? I would happily get castrated if that means I get to live like I can when I am around 14-30 days.