I i was a child i used to smile and laugh when weekend finally come but now i dont think there is difference between a weekend or other days , all days are the same to extent i like work days cuz i tell myself that in work days i never ejaculate , i used to hang out with my friends in weekend but now the weekend is tasteless , and reminder that am on day 6 post O " a reminder of pois "
In a competing world i just want to say hello to a sales man downstairs and talk with an elderly man and listen to what he says , i no longer enjoy talking to young friends whom sex , coffee and nicotine all what is occupying their thoughts while i cant engage in any of their interests even food