i might hurt someone , i slapped my 3 year old son

[sameer7777]

cant stop my self doing masterbation now too much ,
plzzzzzzzz help me i might kill my self i am angry at every one too much depression on me too much negative thoughts too much anxiety even i slapped my little son , oh my god am i getting crazy plzzzzzzzzzzz help me
what should do so i can be in control...........

[Willem]

Sameer,

We all support you in overcoming this condition.  I know I've certainly done things I regret, and it's often easy to blame brain fog or POIS.  Don't allow short term impulses to ruin your life and family.  Everyone has to overcome unique challenges and one of ours happens to be POIS.  I'll be praying for you.

Willem

[Daveman]

It's a complicated issue, because we are so accustomed to "forcing" our doctors to see our POIS problem. They always see something else.

But there are times like these where maybe we have to go and have the doctor check you for something that is NOT POIS.

POIS will surely complicate other problems, especially cognative ones. So we should try to reduce POIS where we can, but sometimes we have to consider that the parallel problems should be treated too.

Go to see a dotor, DON'T tell him about POIS, or masturbation problems. Let him look at you just like a normal person with a problem. SOlve POIS apart.

Because of POIS, we probably can't ever be normal until we find a cure for POIS, but with help for heavier parallel problems, we can probably live a little better, if not safer.

[sameer7777]

when ever i go there they give me anti depressant , anti anxiety and treat me for bi polar deseasee....
what should i do

[Vincent M]

Hold out until you find something that works for you. I got lucky that fenugreek helps me as much as it does. If you think you can't control yourself around your son then try to avoid him when you're feeling like that I suppose.

[Daveman]

No don't hold out. It's too important.

As I said, it can be very complicated at times, because we're so used to being poorly diagnosed.

But your symptoms are extreme and getting to be a threat to maybe even life and family. So look at the situation as having both POIS AND bi-polar disease. Don't feel bad about it. This is a problem that can't be controlled with herbs, or meditation or common sense, it needs medical treatment.

If you can resolve the bi-polar disease, you may not be cured of POIS, but you should feel a lot more stable.

There's no reason we can't have both problems, and NOT to treat true depression or bi-polar problems with proper pharmaceuticals is extremely dangerous!

Put POIS aside for a little, treat this first, it HAS to help, and then you will be in a better position to isolate and work on your more specific POIS problems.

[Stef]

Sameer,

I'm the RN from NORD. 

I just read you post and am so sorry to hear about this ordeal you're suffering through right now. It sounds awful and very frightening.

The fact that you actually recognize that something is wrong is VERY IMPORTANT and a good sign!!

I agree with Daveman completely. What you're experiencing may or may not be related to POIS -- but right now that doesn't matter.  You may have bi-polar disorder, or major depression -- whatever - none of us knows. But you need to GO GET MEDICAL ATTENTION!

Forget about POIS right now -- it's not the main issue. Pretend you never heard of it (for now).

I hope there is someone who can take you to the emergency room.  If not -- you can dial 911 (that's in the US--I don't know what country you're in) and tell them that you need help, you feel like you could hurt someone or yourself-- say it like it is!

Keep your friends here posted--they'll want to know how you are.