I have experienced every symptom you have, And I haven`t had a good life either, In fact if this world is a simulation and my life was a video game, I doubt nobody in the entire universe would want to play as me or re-live my life to experience certain moments because there is no happiness or good memories in mines. As far back as I remember I was lonely but I was born poor thus I can`t rely on healthy meals or well being to help alleviate this loneliness so I self medicated with orgasm and Now I am in a very bad position in life at age 22 with a decade addiction to orgasm, My brains rewired I think because its all I can think about, I orgasm every week for a decade and only recently realized that the symptoms I was experiencing every single day during the last decade years were not because I was a weakling but it was POIS...