Well, during the most of my teen years I actually masturbated a lot and my
penis now has the position to fit in my left hand (is permanently rotated) and a vein in the penis also acquired another form (now it goes to the left instead of going straight as it was before).
After an ejaculation my penis hurts for some time, and I feel that it is because it is rotated and because of POIS. Also I noticed that when I'm in my POIS period my digestion is worse and probably is because my penis is swollen and may be causing that.
Also one of my testicles is upper than the other and the connections between the upper one and the penis hurt after the ejaculations.
I try to avoid masturbation but sometimes my urges are too big and I masturbate knowing what will happen, other times a Night Ejaculation brings the symptoms when I haven't masturbated (that is very frustrating because I actually manage to control my urges and a NE happen...) but at least NE symptoms are like 50% less painful, but my penis still hurts a bit even I didn't touched it.
It's weird that knowing that I have POIS and I know what will happen when I ejaculate, I still want to have sex and think a lot about that... (I have even considered hiring an escort...) Sometimes I just want to be like others that can just enjoy it and don't worry about any symptoms, but they will always appear.
I remember that when I was 13 or so I masturbated almost everyday, I even though that the symptoms were normal. I was always late to school because I was always tired, I also started to loose motivation in general and I just wanted to go to my home to play videogames and watch porn...
When I was that age I noted that my penis rotated, It wasn't like that before, and it acquired the rotation necessary to fit in my left hand that I always used. (I'm 19 now)
Honestly I don't remember if my symptoms where the same before it was rotated or not, but as long as I remember I have POIS since I started masturbating when I was 11. Basically puberty ruined my energy and my motivation.
About the rotated penis I found that someone on reddit already posted about this.
https://www.reddit.com/r/sex/comments/5jjxkr/penis_problems_my_penis_is_rotated_will_this_be_a/
I always feel guilty after ejaculations, specially if I provoked it by masturbating. I kind of envy the rest of people that can just forget about it and just continue being energetic. I feel less comfortable with POIS, and I my lips and eyes swell a bit as well ad other symptoms that I already mentioned in previous posts (I always think that my lips looks like I used some girl cosmetic product since they kind of shine because of the irritation and they look more dark, and that gives me more insecurities).
My dad is medic but doesn't believe me, he just say that I just need to make exercise, and that everybody feels tired if they are on their bed, but I wouldn't be in bed if it wasn't for my awful symptoms.
I'm tired of this, I have this thing for almost 9 years and after trying to eat better, buying the Flush vitamins, nothing has worked yet.
I tried the flush vitamins, they reduced a bit the symptoms, but the flush was so hard that It was an annoyance by itself...
Idk if I'm crazy for wanting sex and a girlfriend knowing what always happen, and that not controlling my masturbation during a lot of years may actually caused me this. I still struggle to not masturbate at all, specially when I'm alone at home.
I just hope that the research actually gives solutions, I can't imagine me in a future honeymoon with a future wife having POIS after the act...
I don't want to have low energy when I will have children to raise. I don't want to have low energy and lack of motivation when I finish my studies and start working.
I feel that my youth is being wasted, I just cannot interact with women like others mens. I hate this limitation.
I felt that I needed to post this, since I was wondering if bad masturbation habits and causing your penis to be rotated may also have caused to have POIS.
Also I had bad nutrition habits as a kid and I was a bit under weight. In every ejaculation I feel that I'm wasting the few nutrients of my body and that may be causing feeling that bad.
