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POIS Life Style => Lifestyle Diary and POIS Summaries => Topic started by: Suppertime on July 18, 2013, 10:47:33 AM
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I have not ejaculated or masturbated or had sex for a whole month. And I feel amazing, almost at the top of my game. Just the thought of sex or masturbation makes me ill; although, I did watch porn this morning and I was very close to tempting myself.
For those who who are suffering, just stop. Even if you're at your lowest of the lows and ejaculating is the only savior, it's not. Have patience in yourself. Believe that a cure is coming and the only thing stopping you is yourself.
So long, for now.
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I sitll have no masturbated in a long time... but my hormones are getting the best of me. I can barely concentrate, all I think about is sex. I'm download a bunch of porn videos at the moment, and will probably regret it tonight (tomorrow morning).
God damnit, I hate this.
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I sitll have no masturbated in a long time... but my hormones are getting the best of me. I can barely concentrate, all I think about is sex. I'm download a bunch of porn videos at the moment, and will probably regret it tonight (tomorrow morning).
God damnit, I hate this.
We're only human!
Maybe you can use the POIS to remind yourself why you abstained... Maybe 4 or 6 weeks is a lot to go without, but maybe you can make it 3 to 4 wks. It's worth it to
find your real self, down below all that POIS.
Just keep the future in mind. There's hope.
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Suppertime, I waited 30++ years. Not always patiently. I screamed. I threw things. But I somehow survived.
Remember, you SURVIVED your previous episodes.
Our positive growth towards REAL solutions and POIS understanding is moving rapidly!!!